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There is a bitter cold to Russian winters, a freezing pain that bites harder than it is possible to imagine.
It bites to the bone.
It cuts sharper than a knife, as sharp as grief.
Grief for the part of you that died in the snow.

you are alone.
but you are alive.

// KNOWN ALIASES


natalia shostakova
nadine roman
natalie grey
natalie rushman
natasha romanoff

// KNOWN ASSOCIATES


. . . red guardian
. . . winter soldier
. . . hawkeye
. . . captain america
. . . black widow

☆ g u i d e l i n e s ☆


☆ activity

I have a crazy work schedule. I have a crazy life in general. This is a hobby, so I'll be here whenever I can and whenever I feel like it. Best way to catch me is actually on Discord which is available on request.
Replies will never be consistent, but that doesn't mean I don't adore writing with you. Chances are if it isn't in my tracker I don't know it exists, feel free to check with me at any time!

☆ tagging

I tag all NSFW content I can. I have already been flagged as a porn blog and boy was that fun, we are NOT going back. All triggers are tagged, but this blog will engage in triggering content often given the nature of the character.

☆ ooc drama

I do NOT engage with callouts or vaugeblogging. Both get an automatic blog.

☆ canon divergence

NAT DID NOT DIE IN ENDGAME.
if we are going with any version of the MCU in which the snap happened, this is how endgame ended.

☆ timelines

given the 3 million versions of what nat has been put through in the comics and the MCU, i am happy to plot all kinds of fun timelines! my default though will be that nat returned with steve after endgame and from there she started the black widow 2020 arc.
full spoilers for black widow 2020 (ties that bind) which you should read because it is fantastic.

☆ ships
all ships are welcome with chemistry, nat has a long history of exs in the comics. her sexualtiy is fluid and the true loves of her life are her two black cats Liho and Logan.

this is a sideblog of gunmetalgrey

if anything is unclear

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NAME: Petya Alexandrie Kaitya Moran
GENDER: Female, cisgender
NATIONALITY: British, initially has dual Irish citizenship.
RESIDENCY: Islington, London.
OCCUPATION: Veteran, now officially unemployed.
ARMY RANK: Corporal

EYE COLOUR: G R E Y.
CLOTHING STYLE: Worn combat boots, old jumpers, comfort above looks usually when she is younger, a constant clothing thief. She loves her gym wear when training too and will often splurge out on decent running kit.

HEIGHT: 5,2"
BUILD: Stocky and toned, very physically muscular. She’s strongest during her time of active service but she never lets her training slip out of old habits.

LIKES: Running- especially on Hampstead Heath in the early mornings. Shooting, either at the range or just to blow off steam. Loosely follows rugby as an old habit of her brothers’, he loved the Six Nations but is a die hard Arsenal fan. Loves the smell of cinnamon, on pancakes, in rolls, anything- cinnamon is the way to her heart. Bottled beer or wine, never a pint because she thinks it’s too messy. Always a vodka drinker, never whiskey or tequila unless she’s around a bad influence.

WARNING : IN ALL VERSES Alex has seriously sticky fingers. She likes testing her pickpocketing skills from about the age of six on anyone around her, so she’ll probably amuse herself watching your character search for thing’s she stuffed in her bra. Also THE WORST clothes thief, if you ever give her an item of clothing you’re never getting it back. Sorry, other peoples things are more comfortable apparently.

DISLIKES: Irrational fear of cats, classic literature- she was forced to read aloud often in school and had undiagnosed dyslexia until her late twenties. She doesn’t react well with sudden contact, she needs warning of physical touches.

FEARS: Dying alone.

☆ REDACTED

NAME: NATAHSA ROMANOFF
DOB: 22/11/1984
KNOWN RELATIVES: ???
KNOWN PARTNERS: CLINT BARTON (HAWKEYE)
KNOWN ALIASES: NATALIE RUSHMAN, BLACK WIDOW
OCCUPATION: S.H.I.E.L.D OPERATIVE, AVENGER

STATUS: ENEMY OF THE STATE, ORDERS TO ARREST ON SIGHT. KILL ORDER WHERE DETENTION IS NOT POSSIBLE.

☆ FILE CORRUPTED ☆

// RELEASE ALL DATA ON AGENT?

☆ UNREDACTED

NAME: NATALIA ALIANOVNA ROMANOVA
DOB: 22/11/1928

KNOWN RELATIVES: YELENA BELOVA
KNOWN PARTNERS: CLINT BARTON (HAWKEYE), JAMES BUCHANAN BARNES (WINTER SOLDIER), MATT MURDOCH (DAREDEVIL) ALEXEI SHOSTAKOVA (RED GUARDIAN)

OCCUPATION: GUN FOR HIRE, KGB DEFECTOR AND SECRET AVENGER

STATUS: ENEMY OF THE STATE, ORDERS TO ARREST ON SIGHT. KILL ORDER WHERE DETENTION IS NOT POSSIBLE.

known childhood
the asset is believed to have been born in 1928, in stalingrad, russia. she was raised in an orphanage until she was determined a subject for the childhood training facility known as the red room. the red room was designed to create agents (honeypots) that could covertly infiltrate the west to assassinate and extract information. the asset was deployed on the siberian front in 1944. the first confirmed kill for the asset was aged nine, although this is unclear from records. we believe it was a defector in ukraine from surviving red room records.

the red room
the asset was trained in the red room until 1954, graduating the programme to become a close working partner with James Buchanan Barnes, also known as the Winter Soldier. the asst and Barnes lived and served together until her marriage to the KGB test pilot Alexei Shostakova. all trail of the Winter Soldier has been deleted from Red Room records from 1961 onwards.

before shield
limited information available. Known to have worked against Clint Barton through to 1993. was shot and nearly killed in Iran in 1993, gunshot scar with a soviet bullet, no rifling. asset was found and revived, turned into a S.H.I.E.L.D operative.

known enhancements
subject has known enhanced healing and limited ageing. enhancement is believed to come from a soviet made 'super serum' similar to that found in Steve Rogers. subject has no enhanced strength or speed. the white blood cells in her body are efficient enough to fight off any microbe, foreign body and others from her body, keeping her healthy and immune to most, if not all infections, diseases and disorders.
her agility is greater than that of an olympic gold medalist. she can coordinate her body with balance, flexibility, and dexterity easily. the asset also has a gifted intellect.she displays an uncanny affinity for psychological manipulation and can mask her real emotions perfectly.

known memory issues
subject is believed to have a corrupted memory. she believes she was trained by Barnes as a dancer for the Bolshoi, although this has since been revealed to be false. it is unclear what the subject remembers, no asset interviews have been conducted since 1993.

known weapons
the assetsually wears distinctively shaped bracelets which fire the Widow's Bite electro-static energy blasts that can deliver charges up to 30,000 volts, as well as Widow's Line grappling hooks, tear gas pellets. Widow's Kiss has been added to the arsenal as an aerosol instant knock-out gas she has modified. she wears a belt of metallic discs; some are disc-charges containing plastic explosives, while others have been shown to be compartments for housing other equipment. her costume consists of synthetic stretch fabric equipped with micro-suction cups on fingers and feet, enabling her to adhere to walls and ceilings.

☆ VERSES ☆


☆ COMICS

childhood
before the war there was only training, and the school. there was only the headmistress and her instructions.

the war
TW FOR MISCARRIAGEAND CHILD DEATH
this verse will not be discussed at length on this blog but natasha served for two years aged 16-18 on the Siberian front

the red room
it was brutal, but she survived. they both did. her and the winter soldier found comfort in the only person who would know that suffering looked like. he trained her, for for years she dreamed of dancing with the Bolshoi whilst he taught her how to take a life. and as a graduation present they gave her a serum that would keep her young forever.

the dark room
the dark room was never supposed to exist. the red room tactics should have died with the soviet union. but now there are rumblings of a new breed of girl, a new assassin built to tare the fabric of the modern world apart. after her old clients are killed one by one as natasha tries to follow the breadcrumbs, friends are turning on her left and right. maybe she is the traitor after all.

finely woven thread
working freelance as a gun for hire to fund her web and the girls abandoned by the dark room, it turns out avenging doesn't pay very well.

2020
after three months of silence, natalie grey was found. an architect in san francisco with a wonderful home and a doting fiance, everything looks perfect. her son, stevie, is a little escapist and keeps her on her toes constantly. but natalie wouldn't change her perfect life for the world, even if she can't sleep at night or shake the feeling someone is watching...

mi6 ; 2018-NOW
alex sold moriarty out when she had proof he was dead. her loyalty can only be bought, and he was no longer alive to keep paying. she had

☆ NOW

starting again
she was missing for three months. and in that time they gave her a complete life. a fiance, a baby, years worth of memories that still feel real. giving them up was a pain she had never felt before. it was easier to be content with never knowing what happiness could look like. now she is in search of a fresh start.

☆ MCU

avengers assemble
natasha has her mind wiped in 1990, she doesn't remember the winter soldier or the details of red room until 2014
her file says 1984, her new life as an avenger with red in her ledger is thanks to clint barton. she owes him more than she cares to admit, and it is only when he or fury calls that natasha is willing to give up everything. she might be on the right side, but she still does the wet work no one else is willing to take part in. she knows she isn't earths mightiest hero, but getting to make her own calls is a welcome change.

winter soldier
the soviet slug that pierced her skin in 1993 was a parting gift from him, and she never managed to track down the ghost herself. she has no memory of the years they shared in sibera, they were stolen from her. instead natasha has a handful of skills that steve rogers can use to find his old friend, and maybe some answers....

civil war
this takes place after the comic arc of black widow being framed for killing multiple red room clients, aka the dark room
it was supposed to make the world better. the whole point of this avenging thing was to fix what was broken, bring some good back into the world. but after finding the ark room, Natasha doesn't have that hope anymore. she signed the accords as a peacemaker, but she has no intention of following rules set by a government she doesn't trust. once a liar, always a liar.

the snap
for the first time in years, she is in one place. she is doing some good. with the GRC and a complete lack of sleep, natasha has been heading up the fight to try and find a fix. tony bolted, and someone needed to take fury's spot to try and muddle through the mess. she keeps to herself, other than her neighbours in little ukraine, NY. she still holds out hope she'll see them again, especially james barnes...

☆ UNDER CONSTRUCTION ☆